TVT-Thought Vomit Thursday

Ok so I am doing Thought Vomit Thursday today!  If you haven't heard of this it is just where you throw all the things that are swimming in your head out on to the blog...bullet style so no need to form a cohesive post.  Perfect for me right now as I have given all of my brain cells to my daughter.  

• I should probably wash my hair more often.  I think I went 7 days this time without washing.  But just to be clear, I have washed my body in 7 days....
• I really hate cleaning the parts to my pump.  Seriously considering purchasing a months worth so I only have to do it once a month.  I kid...
• As much as I hate the pump I really love the sense of accomplishment I get when I see what I have produced.  What is up with that?  It's like because I can see it, it makes it more real.  I made that!
• My daughter has a fun new trick.  It is called the death nipple grip.  She clamps down on mommy's nipple and then throws her head back and rolls it in a circle.  It feels awesome!  I can't wait til she has teeth.....
• We just bought a memory foam pillow top for our beds.  OMG...why did we not do this when I was pregnant?  I think it would have helped my sleep a ton!!!
• We have our wine and gourmet dinner next Thursday.  I have RSVP'd and at first I was worried about leaving B.  I am still nervous about it but I am actually really looking forward to getting out of the house and dressing up...Oh and drinking wine as well!  I will be pumping and dumping for those who are concerned :)
• I really need to find a fabulous dress for this dinner...I should probably get on that soon.  I really just want to go shopping in general!    
• We are going to try to give B her first bottle of breast milk this weekend.  Why does this make me nervous?  Oh because of this totally irrational thing called mommy guilt.  I am worried that she is going to like it better and then not want to nurse and it will be all my fault for being selfish...UGH!
• I should really start figuring out who is going to watch Blakely when I go back to work.  Well, let's be honest, I need to figure out if I am really going to go back to work.  My plan was to go back two days a week.  I still want to do this but I have reservations.  My thought was that I would at least try working.  Then if I didn't like it I could always quit.  Well now I just don't know if that is the right thing.  But I also don't know if being a stay at home mom is my thing either.  Decisions...Decisions....
• My two dogs are driving me bonkers.  One of them is getting doggy dementia and the other one is just crazy
• Blakely LOVES her daddy.  She is just mesmerized by him.  It is seriously adorable. 
• I really want a blog makeover but have no idea how to go about doing that...I am so blog stupid!  
• I slept for three and a half hours straight last night....I felt like a new woman.  Thank you Blakely, thankyouverymuch!

Ok I think that is all for today