I'm ok

I just wanted to drop in to let you guys know that I am ok.  

Thank you all so much for the sweet comments on my last post.  I am beyond thankful that I have made so many friends through this blog.  I love that I can be totally honest in this space and not have to worry about any judgement.  Thank you for that.  You guys lift me up when I feel so low and I don't think there is anything better than that.  

I felt so much better after writing that post.  I just let it all out and then hit publish.  Sometimes that is the best way to do it for me.  I feel like once I wrote that post I was able to move on.  I had my little pity party, grieved the loss, and then put on my big girl panties.  It is Christmas and I am determined to make this one the best one yet.  My husband hasn't been as much of a Scrooge this year and I can't wait until Blakely sees all of her new toys.  I have a lot to be thankful for.  

After the holidays we will decide when we want to take the next step to expand our family.  Right now we are just enjoying each other and watching this amazing girl grow up.  She is the best thing that has ever happened to us and we are incredibly proud to be her parents. 

Merry Christmas everyone!  I hope your holiday is beautiful!