Things have been really hard lately. The last few months have just been rough for my family. With Lonnie's multiple illnesses and his hospitalization, my mom's hospitalization and her heart issues that we are still dealing with, all of the IVF stuff and then my migraine I AM OVER IT.
I don't like for this blog to be a downer all the time so when things are shitty I just don't really write much. I mean I am honest about it all and I will post the negative things about my life I just don't want to bombard you all with "woe is me" constantly!
Lately when I sit down to blog I find that I just want to vent. That can get old fast so then I just close the computer.
But I think we are turning a corner! We are back on our regular schedule with Blakely going to MDO. That helps a ton...not sure how I used to do it with her home with me all day everyday because this summer WORE ME OUT. Lonnie is back to feeling 100% and that helps me out oh so much. My mom has switched cardiologists and we really love and trust this new one so I feel that she is well taken care of and I don't have to question everything. And best of all, we are on the path to our frozen embryo transfer! As long as all continues to go well we are looking at a transfer in just a couple of weeks. I am so ready. Now, I just have to keep us all healthy! We will all be hiding out in our house for the foreseeable future.
So, since things are looking up around here I hope to get back into my blogging habits. Since I know you have missed her so much here are a few pics of my girl on her first day back to MDO. Sassy little thing...
Blakely is so beautiful. I want so badly to meet her!! Ahhh, she just kills me with her sassy faces. I don't blame you for not wanting to blog right now, I have admit, I too often feel like the only time I blog is when I am overwhelmed. I used to love to blog, but now I'm struggling with it too. I thought getting a new layout would help, but so far it's not. I'm so glad you and Lonnie are feeling better. STAY healthy now! I can't wait to hear how your transfer goes....what date are you looking at tentatively?
ReplyDeleteGlad to hear you've turned a corner in your neck of the woods. You guys have had a lot to deal with. I totally understand not wanting to be a downer, I've struggled with that on my own blog in the past and even now I'm only averaging about five posts a month.
ReplyDeleteI hope B has an amazing year at school! She looks so grown up in her pictures!
And good luck with your transfer!! I have everything crossed for you that it goes off without a hitch!
You guys did have a rough summer. I am so glad it seems to be getting better!
ReplyDeleteI can't wait for you to get the transfer done!!! It seems like you have been on hold with this forever.
B is just adorable!
Yes - keep blogging...it doesn't aways have to be happy. You are allowed to bitch and moan when you need too! Love her pictures! She always makes me laugh. Can't wait for your transfer! Hoping the next three weeks fly by.
ReplyDeleteThis was a great post Kelly! It's hard to post when you are stressed out and things have been so crazy for you these past few months. I'm happy to hear that things seem to be "getting back to normal". Yay for a transfer!
ReplyDeleteComing out of lurkerville...I am SO sorry, I have been reading your blog for years now and this may very well me my first comment...YIKES. I recently have started getting better at commenting. Any way, I am so glad things are getting better and Lonnie is so much better. Yay for getting on the track to your transfer!!! Absolutely come on here and vent away as much as you need!
ReplyDeleteLike I said yesterday: Dear Universe, Kelly needs a break. Thanks, Bridget
ReplyDeleteLove you xoxo
I really hope this is just the start of amazing things for your family. {{hugs}}
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