Gah. I still tear up when thinking about that day.
I remember so many nights of wondering if I was ever going to get to experience pregnancy. Wondering if I would ever get to experience labor and birth. Wondering if I would ever get to raise a child. Well I did and I am. I am so thankful for that. That day three years ago was the best day of our lives. I looked back over the pictures this morning and you can just see it in Lonnie's eyes and in my eyes. Happiness. Total happiness.
We were planning a big birthday bash for our girl yesterday but we had to cancel it the day before. She got a stomach bug and was throwing up multiple times a day. This was my first experience as a mom with the stomach bug and let me tell you...it has been awful. My poor girl wanted to do nothing but lay on the couch and watch movies or sleep. She fell asleep on the couch many times (unheard of) and she told me a few times that she was "ready to go to her bed and close her eyes". She has been dehydrated and it has been a struggle to get her to drink fluids. Today is day 5 but she stopped throwing up yesterday. I think we are on the mend today. She actually wanted to play with her babies and paint for about 45 minutes this morning before wanting to go lay down.
She was very disappointed about her party being postponed. She had been asking every morning how many more days until her ice cream party. When I told her we were going to have it in two weeks she said, "okayyyyy, I know I'm real sick, Mommy". My mom and Jenni came over yesterday anyway and gave her a few presents and we sang her Happy Birthday. She liked that but didn't last very long before wanting to lay down again.
sicky...
first smile in days...
Hopefully we will have better luck in two weeks!
Happy birthday sweet Blakely!
